The Finale of The X Chronicles - Day 5

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The X Chronicles - Day 5

FINALLY! Day 5 is far overdue and I apologize, but think of it as being left hanging by the ex who disappeared into the abyss and later resurfaced out of the blue. The difference is I'm not coming back to tell you I gave you an STD. I'm coming back with flowers in my hand so read on and smell the roses. Here goes....

We visited the exes and all their shenanigans but like all failed relationships we need to bring closure to this sad state of affairs. I admit I was torn with how to end the Five Day Chronicles. Wondering whether I should pay homage to the most negatively memorable ex or give props to the one I believe I could have held on to longer. Well I decided on neither and resolved to give it the Miss Scarlet touch and say screw them all! An ex is someone you shared time and space with, but never intended to enter into the relationship to purposely end it and either become casual acquaintances, better friends, or even enemies.

In my quest to simultaneously love and be loved by the opposite sex I have experienced a range of emotion that in the past resulted in some wild antics. As I mature I've learned to curtail my response to emotions when things occur that I cannot control. Further, I have learned how to gracefully bow out of a relationship that leads to Never Never Land. You know that place! Never gonna change, Never gonna leave her, Never gonna get a real career, Never gonna stop chasing women. Yeah, see, I can't live there too long or the village will burn down.

RANDOM THOUGHT: I wonder if my personal growth and intolerance to bullshit is the reason why the exes shape shift into bitches? Hmmmmm

Though I learn to move forward and put these failed experiences in the past I do still feel for those lost partners. You may say the mere draft of this blog means that I'm "feeling some type of way" and you're absolutely correct. I feel peaceful within myself knowing that I gave my best to each and every romantic relationship. I feel secure with my attributes and will never play second best or walk behind anyone. I feel sorry for those still entangled in relationships where they must either continually prove thy faithfulness or live in fear of my shadow. I feel pity on those who focus on others in a comparative fashion. I feel that I will continue to contribute my love and all its associated benefits to someone I find deserving. See, I have feelings!

When my love and adoration is deemed to be misused I move on with my life. I've come to the conclusion that it's not me, it's them! If you know you have lots to offer and aren't too crazy then you can rest assured that your exes have missed out on a great partnership that could have complimented their existence. Oh well! We all experience happiness and pain in our personal relationships and unfortunately some couples just aren't strong enough to sustain challenges. Whether we were at phases in our lives where we hadn't learned to respect each others positions, or just simply weren't suited for a match, life goes on. An ex is an ex is an ex for a reason. Think of the ex as providing you with an experience that taught you some valuable lessons about yourself and the level of tolerance you must maintain to manage a healthy relationship.

Shout out to the exes who read this blog because they can't help themselves. That charisma is a hell of a drug. MMMMMMMA! I see you baby.

Enjoy your life for yourself and if you happen to find someone to put up with your shit while you put up with theirs to find happy middle ground ENJOY IT, but don't live for it.  

Thanks for reading!